..A World of Nonsense..

maybe it's like this when you think too much, or are too depressed.

you dun eat. even if you do, you puke it all out after that.
you can't sleep.
you imagine things. u hear people laughing at you. you think people are laughing at you from afar.
you dun trust anyone.

well. this mental torture sucks.

anyway, here's another one. in between history and Econs lesson:

again, only i will know the melody. :)

It's not that i want to think of you
Just that i wake up in the morning
To find myself still in that beautiful dream

I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback

Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream of nightmare
No longer do I care

I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there

I told you I'd really forget
But truth's it's hard to accept
Hours and minutes spent
Waiting for you to comeback

Still living in the past
I can’t simply let it pass
Dream of nightmare
No longer do I care

I’ve made up my mind
To get over that and do my best to forget
Though tears may be there, I maybe scared
I dun think you will give me strength (you once did)
Coz I know, you wun be there

I hope you’ll be kind
And not come back into the life that you used to like
Though I cry all night, I maybe sad
I dun think you will ever come back (you never did)
Coz I know you wun be there

Anymore, you wun be there. Anytime, I think of you no more.
Anywhere, I see you face there. Anyway, I do not care.

You wun be there. You wun come back. You wun be there. For me. Anymore.

IVAN stepped on your garbage at 5:47 PM