Saturday, June 30, 2007
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yesterday ought to be the touchiest day of my life.
WHY?
cause. thanks to this particular someone, not my beloved guan yin buddha, though i credit her also, but also, Aeroplane!
for helping me make the notes for my chinese. oh man. haha. for the first time, chinese stuff actually got into my brain. thanks to aeroplane! haha
and so, another good news!
Chinese lit paper is over!
yay. enjoy, play. for a few days, and back to mugging.
Reality. for students. haha. especially JC 2 students.
and i bought kelly clarkson's new album. my december.
the 2nd album i bought this year, other than stefanie Sun. haha.
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
yay. and kiss history goodbye, for now. haha.
actually today's paper not that bad, i kinda regret now mugging hard enough. But still, how many marks can regret give me? so ya. haha.
omg. in a twinkling on an eye, mid yr is like over soon? just left with that dreaded paper. yawns. and i m going to sleep like nobody's business.
haha.
3 hrs on new poems
2.5 hrs on tang shi
2.5 hrs on song ci
3 hrs on the short stories.
2 hrs on tea house.
yay. 13 hrs of mugging tmr :) all the best!
cramming rocks
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
and here comes that subject,
that i love, yet hate
confident, yet unsure
interesting yet boring.
HISTORY. readings. tutorial outines, and 3 hrs of 4 esssays.
DIE.
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yea yea. maths is finally over. well
expecting a borderline pass or fail. well. din practise enough. :(
anyway, today's paper was so eventful. there was a blackout!!!
so yea. 10 mins extension, which was really unnecessary for me since i was in great pain. i was having a tummyache which miraclously turned out fine after the paper, accompanied with a slight headache, and running nose, as well as a terrible cough. I could simply die there. :( but yea, Guan Yin Buddha blessed me. haha. and i was able to survive this trauma.
well. mugging for history soon. 6 chapters. 24 hrs left. well. hahas. i think i m just going to mug R.f and another 3 topics. well. no choice. i wasted my hols away. =(
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
GREAT. here i am posting again.
despite maths paper tmr, and i still dunno a whole load of correlation stuff, thanks to some people, here i am. posting.
imagine.
u are in a class.
no one talks to you, or u rather, you can't find a common topic. well, u try to blend in, but still, you get shunned. and they ignore you.
imagine.
u go to a class outing,
you act in your normal weird behaviour, someone just gave u the eeek look. your classmate for a year+. well.
imagine.
u join a class discussion,
u hear people gossiping about other people, and you start to wonder and ponder, are they doing the same behind your back?
imagine.
u have extra lessons, or yea. anything else,
and you weren't informed at all.
imagine.
u see ur classmate on the streets,
they dun bother to say hi :)
imagine.
u really need help in your academics,
they will be the ones to say, i dunno. and they score in their exams.
imagine.
when someone talks to you, finally,
but it's just for homework. and that person brush you away after that.
imagine.
just imagine. you, in a class like this.
insecurity. mistrust. making use of each other.
ooh. wat a class it should be. :)
oh, by the way, i am not refering to my class. i love 06A04. who doesn't. the classmates are so friendly, the people are warm and nice, selfless and jovial. i simply love them. HAHAHAHA. 如果真是这样, 把我名字倒过来念.
oh well, doing maths is kinda interesting actually. if i actually understand that topic, i m sure i will love it.
But the problem is. haha. this year, i know nuts. :)
well, time to buck up and depend on aeroplane and other things to help me :)
now, more maths :(
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Monday, June 25, 2007
and there's just something amazing about friendster. they give rather nice and accurate horoscope readings. well. i'll try to make it a point to post it here as well. haha. if you are a pisces, lucky u. cause i m one too. haha. :)
=Your main problem today is that you are not going to be sure about what you want.=
source from friendster :)
and i sincerely pray hard that one day, the horoscope reads, you will Ace all your papers today, well well. haha. dreaming.
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yay. i 've finished my econs paper! though i think i m not going to do well, but heck lah. haha. i have no paper tmr! wahaha. so happy. :)
so i m nowl eft with maths. history and C lit. which
i HAVEN'T touch on any yet. Wish me or lend me all your luck people. it'll be greatly appreciated. :)
and i've realised something. words are very important. everyone counts.
and especially in conversations.
people. aka us. are sensitive creatures. we must treat everyone of us as if we are diplomats from different countries. one wrong word and off to war are we!
so yea. mind your language :)
or well, some country may tolerate those crude behaviour and language, but trust me, this country will definitely do something back. an eye for an eye. SWEET revenge.
love it. haha.
and i can smell a lumix camera coming my way. 7.2 mega pixels. takes clear pics. and claims to be the world's slimmest. well. we shall see. :) for now, we smell.
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
and yesh. yet again, i decided to give myself break from mugging. :) i so simply love myself. haha
anyway, being totally random, i decide to write my plans for my life. :)
after A levels, NS!
and yea. university. :) whereby, i will choose to major in, Political Science, international relations or history, seeing whichever i want next time. haha and minor in a language, say German!
and then. NIE. i wanna be a teacher for 5/6 years :)
and during this 6 years, i will spend 2 years on business administration.
then, after 6 years of teaching :) at ard 30 years old. I will start my own business. :D still unsure of what though. but yea.
if it is good, continue and EXPAND! make it into a household name and everyone knows ivan :)
if it fails, i have 3 alternatives.
1st, go back to teaching? or tuition teacher :)
2nd, find a job with the foregin affairs or sth similar? haha
3rd, work in some company that works with Germany, so yea. :)
somehow, i wun be out of a job, unless, i decide to molest some people from the school and get sacked and jailed. haha. or i decide to run around killing someone with a chopper. yea.
so, that's it. my guideline for my life and everything.
and wait!
there's still a plan with aeroplane.
A house with 2 rooms :) a balcony,
a car!
and a dog to run around the house. :)
whee. i can't wait to grow up! haha
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
I thought I could be happy with you
But it turns out that I m happier eating my tenders
I thought I will be sad leaving you
But it turns out that I m sadder without my 6 piece nuggets
oh well. nuggets are nice :)
anyway. well. i miss my father. 3 years ago. this day. cheh. nvm :(
k. i still believe in that FRIENDS can be forever, but lovers can't. unless the lover is. ahem. hahaha. well. HAte is a really strong word.
just chill and relax.
and well. a relationship breakdown is not a single party's fault. just like. uhm. it takes two hands to clap. yea. so. if u push all the blame to the right hand for clapping, it wun be fair right. well well well.
o. nvm =)
happy belated fathers' day.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
say goodbye to emo-ism and welcome muggerism. and loads of love and happiness =D
well. =D this smiley explains everything.
anyway, my mum always make random comments.
like saying, u've grown slimmer.
totally not the truth. but i believe she has her reasons. and here they are.
listed. in order of possibility.
1. to make me happy. *she knows i want to be slimmer*
2. cause i was away from home, and she misses me. so, yea, that's y she sees that i m a bit slimmer?
3. her eye got problem?
4. totally being random?
5. well. why not the truth? maybe i did turn slimmer? =D (but rmb to see how i arrange the 5 reasons. :D )
awww. sweet rite. my mum. haha. i love her. haha. even though she is strict and strict. and she nags and nags. haha
but anyway, the chalet was fun, st james was fun. kelvin's hse is fun. jet is fun =D
kelvin's mum is great. omg. if we all dun need to mug, the earth will be a better place. lesser paper, lesser stress. more tress =)
well. back to mugging. =)
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
E lover- Stefanie Sun
雨天 想著我們未曾碰面 望著你的照片
你問我台北好嗎? London陰著天
兩個城市雨綿綿
嗯~ 深夜 收到你的生日卡片 E-mail祝福信箋
問候裡夾藏許多 淺\淺\的思念
就是不見真實的愛戀
等你說 I love you
互動的心再遠也能感應
指尖一遍一遍說著想愛的心
雖然害怕一樣相信 寧願用時間讓你證明
Dun you know I love you
愛我請你試著瘋狂一些
不聽不管不問就算是種危險
不再害怕裹足不前 愛個人就該相信直覺
請相信直覺
oh man. this is the song that i missed out from my collection. yea. nice song! which kinda reflect what is happening now. =p
haha. anyway, the chalet was nice! hard to express how it was here though, so ya, =)
but nothing is better than the fone calls at night. so ya. :)
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
i want to hug you and cry.
and then die.
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All those ambiguous conversations you've been having with someone will end today.
pisces. today.
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haha.
ivan's feeling bored. :)
well, random posts.
i love smun, tiring it is, little sleep we get, it's still worth it for all the bitchiness and fun. :)
the most mermorable line should that of Belgium's PRESENT, and BITCHING
the thought of it never fails to make me grin and then break into big laughter. haha
anyway, ivan would like to list, for the fun of it, how his potential other half should be like, not that he doesn't alr have one, but haha, this is his ideal one. :)
in order of importance?
Sensitive
loves to camwhore as much as i do
bitch with me
able to stand such a annoying person like me
a lil childish.
dun discriminate
rich :)
and presentable
that should be all. haha
like, yea, his ideal type of person. haha
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Monday, June 04, 2007
Life.
miserable/ exciting/ great.
u're the one who makes the decision. what u want to be.
Lies.
mis-understandings
neglect-ism.
mugging.
things small. and yet significant.
they equate to frowns and tears.
but still, what can frowns and tears to?
make a person happier? nah. never.
can't a person, that clever, be so stupid enough not to sense someone's emotions? o well. what the heck.
Ignore and MUG shall be the solution to this. and EVERYTHING.
oh well.
Ivan's gg for SMUN tmr. representing UK WHO.
wish him luck and hope he smiles.
and yea. he wishes to post sth like he wanted to post for a damn long time but he din. cos he needs to pack his bag for tmr. yea. nites.
and may he be happy and blessed.
Good Luck, pathetic ivan.
anyway, happy birthday kelvin :)
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
well.
was chatting with shade the other day. so uhm. ya
somewhat we talked about horoscope. yea.
he thought i m a cancer. cause cancer people(as in the horoscope cancer) are emo.
and i appear to be emo.
and ya. he's a pisces too. like me :)
Pisces- Sensitive
Positive traits :Compassionate and kind, Selfless and unworldly,Intuitive and sympathetic
Negative traits: Escapist and idealistic, Secretive and vague, Weak-willed and easily led, indecisive
oh well. so true. seriously.
compatible with
earth= >Capricorn, taurus and Virgo
water= >Pisces, Cancer Scorpio
not so with.
fire=> leo, aries, sagitarius
air=> aquarius, libra, gemini
oh well. haha. i somewhat asked about aquarius and pisces.
and he said aquarius needs to be sensitive to pisces emotions.
haha. are u reading this?? :)
ivan- horoscofied.
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haha. din blog for damn long.
nvm. i prefer updating once a week now since no one views my blog and i dun have the time either. haha.
this holiday. supposedly free for my studying. haha but somewhat turns out to be the busiest one i ever had.
SMUN next wk. chalet the wk after. and clubbing. yea.
k. other than these and 3 days to go out. the rest for studies. :)
Chinese CT was haha. well. i din spot those few. but those were easy, and i did study. but somehow not so sure. so yea. wait till i get my results. haha
GP was mixed as well. i chose a qn that i usually wun choose. like a third world war is impossible with the interconndectedness of the world today. yea. haha. compre to me. was tough. as usual :)
i watched pirates also. :)with MR T. and yea. went K box with him.
great time. :)
then i went choir concert with Kelvin. :) haha. it's nice. the concert, and the companion.
k. wat else. nth much. i need to pack my alr messy room. prepare for my camps. study. watch shrek. and club. :)
ivan- excited.
LOVE- HOUSE
A person without love is someone without a house. waiting and looking around for the right house to stay in.
So he finds a house that's totally like what he wanted. clever and nice looking. yea.
But sadly, the house is not yet available as the owner is still pondering whether to sell the house.
and he somewhat realised that he already had a house too. A house that he bought on impulse. and had been renovating to suit his needs. (u spend money and time too)
But, such a house that needs major revamp, will it stand? nothing is perfect. but trying to make it perfect is a bad thing actually. u lose yourself. u lose all your houses.
so. rather than making the house change and change to suit ur needs, why not find one that is already close to what u want?
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