..A World of Nonsense..

i miss those days.

we met and watch fantastic 4
i said silver surfer's hotter than you
we ate the wanton mee
you bringing me to see your 'parents'
taking the neoprints and me running away when the staff saw the pics
the first kiss
we went to 7-11 to buy drinks
the unwillingness to seperate at the club
the person tapping my shoulder, saying what a sweet couple we are
taking pics in the club
us jumping when we saw the cockroaches
walked around at vivocity looking at the dogs
sitting down at superdog and taking your pics while you are eating
snatching your iced tea away
sitting down at that quiet corner singing our favourite songs
holding your hand and embracing hug that night
dancing with you
queuing up with you and got the yellow lightstick
getting the cap together
sharing a ribena vodka
seeing your message first day in the morning
you singing that song for me
your erhu music
you coming over to my house to study
eat meepok together
writing your name on my notes
you saying i love you
the phone calls every night
studying at starbucks and waving to the guys staring at us
you helping me to compile the chinese notes
encouraging me to study hard
cooking for me at pepperlunch
you coming over to my room to clear my rubbish
calling me to buy the cream to heal my skin
you taking away food from your school for my dinner
having cheesecake together
sneaking into the arcade together
buying your mother's birthday present
waiting for the bus 59 together
you calling me not to eat fast food
you telling me to not think so much
you 'forcing' me to go for your torture in the gym
you and i walking around aimlessly
your good morning and good night messages daily
when i smile when i see that our horoscopes are compatible
you calling me ivan...

IT's terrible, and hard to forget. IT's not as easy as throwing something away.

I tried. it's of no use. I keep thinking of you.

The advertisments on the train. Pilot Jetpen. JetStar Asia.

the comprehension passage. Jet engine

the surroundings. i saw aeroplanes and paper aeroplanes.

the tv. i hear the song u sing to me everyday.

Don't you know, it's just so fast, sudden and hard to accept.

i've tried so hard so much, i tried to lose weight, i no longer go fast food restaurants, i go to the gym, i tried to be happier. BUT, you still will not return :(

i miss you so much.

IVAN stepped on your garbage at 12:20 PM