Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I'm indeed tired. but who really care and understand?
I'm tired of books, tutorial, lecture notes.
I'm tired of hiding, from you people.
I'm tired of bluffing, all the time, everyone.
I'm tired of waiting, for you, messages, and everything.
I'm tired of being cheated. not once not twice, but many times.
I'm tired of being jealous, cause i get jealous easily.
I'm tired of still finding a true friend.
I'm tired of being stupid and dumb.
I'm tired. literally.
I'm tired of thinking, of those moments. nice and bad.
I'm tired of the restriction. i want freedom.
I'm tired of seeing people's faces.
I'm tired of being threatened. ya.
I'm tired of not being able to show my true self.
I'm tired of being scared. i m paranoid.
I'm tired of crying alone in the dark.
I'm tired of having no one to talk to. in class. in school.
I'm tired of hating so many people. including myself.
I'm tired of life. and i wish to end it. soon.
ivan-the tired one
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