Friday, April 27, 2007
我很笨.很傻.
依然保留着那一线希望
还以为事情会有转弯
怎知道是我一时的空欢喜
再去你工作的地方游荡
希望能够有复合的希望
可是你看也不看
直到我走向前才没办法留意到我
我还是那么那么爱你
即使有千千万万的遗憾
但是你根本不爱我
或许说你只喜欢过我
爱却依然留在别人的心房
现在的我真不知怎么办
坦白告诉你
我非常爱你
但想必在你心里一定还是那句
与我何相关.
LOVE+ money+ time+ scoldings+ drop in results+ soft toys+ bag+ jacket+ me.
all wasted. gone. i cherish this memory. but the bad memories just happen to pop up more times than the good ones.
maybe like wat A said, u dun love me. u still love the previous one. and i am just the substitute, the person whom u vent ur fustrations on. to take ur revenge on. because the way you handled the things, is totally identical to what he did to you.
I dun mean a thing to you. i know. now. clearly.
i m just your toy. as and when you are bored, you take me out and play. and dump me aside when you dun need me.
i am just a radio without control. i irritate you even though you tried to stop, and even after you threw the radio away.
i am just a bird that wants to fly out from his cage so that you will pay more attention to me, but you opened the door and chased me away.
i am just like a running tap. whose tears for you can't seem to stop, and you dun seem to care to turn the tap off.
i am just me. the one who loved u deeply, but not appreciated. not returned. and the 'emo' one who might just cease to exist anytime onward. because he was cheated yet again. tormented by the unbearable pain once again. and losing the will to live on, without you.
YOU DUN LOVE ME
YOU DIN LOVE ME
YOU WUN LOVE ME
BUT I DID LOVE U
I DO LOVE U
BUT I WUN LOVE U ANYMORE. at least. i'll try.
ivan- feeling's like standing on the highest storey on the highest building. deciding to jump? or not.
IVAN stepped on your garbage at